busy and tired.. count down..

huh... this few days, what i busy on... the answer is packing.. the life for these days just fulfilled with buy, pack and pack.. i need to bring many things to australia... but my luggage bag dont have so many space to put all of it, even my luggage bag is the largest size already... huh... headache.. so ask jessie how to pack her luggage, she give a useful reply... i think i bring too many optional things, means rubbish...now, need to cut, cut and cut... wakaka.. yesterday, i back home in the afternoon, and start to pack my luggage.. i use the whole time until 5 o'clock still havent finish it... just feel tired.. then stop and left it.. huh... who can help me oh... how good if "VIP" here, u will help me right... wakaka... settle all by myself.. pity.. tired... huh.. headache also...

after i start pack, all parts of my body pain oh... coz need to arrange all the things and need to move in and out.. heavy.. huh...

it's time to count down again... 2 days left... what a pity... havent done my packing yet.. the feel of unwilling become stonger from time to time.. all of u will feel unwilling to me... not sure of it... wakaka... i will miss all of the things and peoples at here.. really... actually.. when i packing my things, i feel like want to cry... i dont like packing.. it will give me a feel which make me hopefully to continue the life at here.. but it cannot change again.. unless, i not affortable to continue my studies at there... but i will try my best to prevent it to occur.. wakaka...

all my frens, take good care ok... and keep contact ar... will miss all of u.... huh...
i will try my best to achieve success...

farewell..shopping..packing...

last friday(13/02), my farewell... go out with frens, and have a drink... very high.. coz too long time don't chat and 38 with them.... really high night... wakaka... happy, even though one week earlier make it... and rachel, thanks for your present ok.. hehe...but a bit disappointed VIP cannot go... maybe is good for me gua, if he attend, i will cry i think.. wakaka...after that, i go clubbing with frens.. this is because i hope to go before i leave and ah yee's birthday also la... what a crazy day again.... i at the pub until 5 o'clock o... actually want to leave at around 3 o'clock de.. but ah tim(juz meet on that night.. wakaka) not let oh... then stay until 5 o'clock lo...ah yee, drunk.... me, normal...haha...

yesterday, valentines' day... what a pity.. lonely valentine again... so, i juz can go to shopping with my parents lor.. coz want to buy many things.... huh... use many money oh... but juz one time la... wakaka.... the things i already buy were:computer accessories,facial set,shoes and others... back home at 9o'clock oh... really tired.. but still go out have a drink with frens after that, until around 12 o'clock...have a single party... wakaka... but still ok to me lar... happy to that also...but unwilling to all of them... hope still have chance to gathering after that... i will miss all of u... but all of u also want to miss me ar.... haha...

today, still continue my shopping period... but juz half day lar.. after that back keningau lor.... huh... unwilling all the shopping centres at kk...wakaka... juz joking lar... but really... i feel unwilling to all the things and ppls at here... but still need to leave... wakaka....

tomorrow will start packing lor... this time cannot lazy already... coz time become shorter and shorter... must make all the preparation on the time...huh... must very tired lor and havent do it already feel lazy...wakaka... but all the best lor...

i will "jia you" de... haha...
boarding at coming saturday, 21th of feb.. 0950...
5 days left... less than 1 week... what a pity...

presents... tired day...

lets we say about yesterday first. yesterday, i din update my blog because of lazy..haha... yesterday, i get the presents from VIP.. he send through pos laju.. i go and collect it at post office lo... quite happy... there have two presents.. one is for valentine and another is for me to use when i go to australia..it also content one card and a mini DVD which fullfil with photos... Thanks ya.... i never think that i can get all of this before... touch...

About today, i juz can said, it is a tired day for me.... i juz sleep for 20 minutes... i chat with VIP for the whole night... crazy again.. this is the second time already... we chat until 5.45am... then stop, i need a rest... haha.. huh... u know, my mom come and knocked my door at 6.05am, juz to ask me accompany her to go to joggging... it's like a hell for me... u can imagine how tired i am.. i can sleep even i am driving o.. fortunately, dont have others car around, if not accident must occur lor... haiz... huh... but still happy can chat with him and he share many things with me, even though i feel very tired...

huh... 10 days left.. what a pity... time, can u stop awhile... i seem like cannot follow the step of u... i still not get ready for everything.... but i know cannot... nvm la... i force myself to follow it... haha... support me, ok.....

chinese 15th..

today is chinese 15th.. i wake up 6 o'clock oh.. so early.. juz want to prepare the things for pray... but it still make me feel ok when i wake up.. no heachache even i juz sleep for around 4 hours... so.. my mood today is totally opposite with yesterday... today, i feel fresh, like what people always said, a new day is a new start... haha...

today start with a good mood and feel... make me hope to eat some sweet juz hope it can maintain... wakaka... funny thinking... but i like this feel... really....

this morning, i call VIP also.. juz to ask him to wake up... haha.. how sweet when the call is connected with u, and u pick it up with a wonderful tone.. that make me no worries, coz i know u will feel better today, and your sick will recover soon...haha...first time can hear your sound even a text in the early morning... haha...

count down again ... count down already as my responsibility for everyday..... haiz... 12 days left... tomorrow will start to do some packing and make mentally preparation from this moment.....try my best do it as well as i can.....

afternoon, when my parents come back from lunch... i prepare lunch for them.. my mum saw me and said:"u havent go but start miss u already, u cannot prepare lunch for us already."... oh.. so touch.. make me cry after that... i havent go there, but start home sick already... how.... how i can willing leave here....

today start by a good feel hope it will maintain it for the whole day.. until the last second for today..wakaka...

mood.. count down again....

today is a sunny day.. but my mood not as good as the weather... my mood was down since this morning.. this is because, i am sore throat for a few days already and a bit cough, my parents keep scolding me after i wake up.. it make my mood down.. really feel bad....

after that feel a bit ok already, i just keep myself busy doing manything... my parents also ask me to packing my luggages.. but no mood to do that.... just left it beside...

i online on the afternoon.... i saw a text drop by VIP... he said he sick already... really worry... text him after that... but i know he will take care himself.. (u will, right? haha..)But, cannot chat until midnight already... must take rest and drink water...

Count down again... 13 days left... the time become shorter and shorter... i still not do any preparation for it, no wonder physically or mentally... haiz... now juz left less than two weeks... u know how long for it... i juz can spend 1 more weekend at here... how sad...

21th, saturday morning, i boarding already... leave here... the only thing i can bring along just is the memories.. memories for 18 years....

unwilling... but that is what i choose before... all will end up after i leave...

joyce.. cheer... u can do it....

*i will use english to write my blogs after that...even though my english is not so good... because it will take me a bit long time to write a blog by chinese and "u" cannot read chinese also...

privacy and nervous period...

Hey.. long time dont upgrade my blog already.. not because of busy or lazy.. but is privacy.. the things happen in these days, is my privacy.. i cannot share it.. so i dont post it in my blog.. But, here, i want to say thank you to "you"(maybe i call u my VIP)... thanks to give me these sweet memories... i will never forget you..

it is my nervous period again.. i will go to australia to continue my study soon.. juz left 14 days... i juz start packing and have some shopping.. hope will not forget to bring anything which needed... But, i'm not sure about all the things at there... i really worry i cannot overcome all the problems which i will face.. but i promise i will try my best.. coz it is my choice to continue my study at oversea.. hope is a sweet memories to me also to study at there... all of my frens will support me.. i think.. haha...

yesterday, i go to my best fren's blog.. i read the latest article... i know she was sad.. fren.. we will always keep contact.. internet is very convenience for all of us to keep contact... will never forget u... like what i said to u... "the friendship is not depend on how frequent we contact each other,but is depend on how we think about our friendship and whether we place the friendship in our heart or not.. our friendship will ever lasting if we do that.. "... trust me...
fren.. have any problems must find me and share with me ok.. i will always get ready to became your listener... dont cry when i boarding ar.. but i sure u will... but dont make me cry pls.. wakaka......