心在说话。。。

很多时候快乐的事总是能概括不愉快的事， 但是在夜深人静的夜里或是一个人拿起酒杯时， 很多伤口都会赤裸裸地在脑海摊开。。。

我不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。。。说的容易，做的难。 那一段短暂而没有承诺，刻苦铭心而没结果的情，即使能潇洒的放手，但伤口偶尔还是会隐隐作痛。。。

人生不是每天都是开心的，也是有低潮期，但是渡过了就会发现收获到底远比想象的多，一定要相信明天会更好。。。

I'm back....

I'm back after "disappear" from this blog for a few weeks... haha...

I don't update my blog for these few weeks, actually not exactly because I am busy with something or I am not free, even though i am busy in the my life (hehe...), but the main reason is i don't have mood to update my blog (maybe the other way represent it is I am "lazy".. haha...).


How was my life?
The life for these few weeks, nothing special for me still remain the same.


What i was done in these weeks?

• I done my Econ report. I finished it by using two weekends, so the progress is quite fast and efficient. haha.....
  
• Attend the Econ Mid term test. I think this is the worse thing which was happen in these weeks. The result is not too bad, but out of my expectation. And it really make me feel stress with that unit. Because the result will induce I needs to work harder and harder in the final exam, and cannot make any big mistake, otherwise, I will "die".. hehehe.. God Bless me...
• I also attend the Asia Cocktail Party last night. It was a big event, quite enjoy with it. Actually the main is Friends. So, if they are enjoy with it, then I am.
  

What is the big news for me recently?

• The novel "The Lost Symbol" written by Dan Brown launched few days ago. I am so happy with the news. Actually I knew the news accidentally. The day, I suddenly read the newspaper which belongs to my friend. Then i get the news from it. haha.... I am Dan Brown Fans... Yesterday, I am going to buy it, but i forgot. aaarrggghhh... How come I can forget about it. Haiz... so sad.. My weekend plan cannot carry through because run short of it. Haiz.. But, i will going to buy it soon... Hopefully I can buy it next week... I cannot wait even a minutes to have it now... haha...
  

What i am worry about?

• The answer is my group assignment for Principle of Actuarial Science unit. It is a difficult assignment for me, but we haven't start it yet. We just left one month, It looks likes a long period, but we cannot spend all our time in this assignment for the month, because we need to prepare our final exam soon. Haiz... really worry about it. I really dont like last minute work.

What is the problem i faced now?

• Insomnia. This problem bother me for few weeks already. I think it is because of Stress. I really dont know how to overcome the stress now. I feels stress because of the course requirements, my own and my parents anticipant, the assignment, and my personality(too aspire after perfect).

What I can do in my life now.. I really blankly... Who can help me settle all my problem now... I will married with him.. Haha.. the last sentence sure is kidding one.. wakaka...

Hope all can be alright soon...