relation....

two persons,as a special fren,

the life will not have any intersection point,
the topics they can talk will become few,
the feel to each other will become strange,
they cannot know what each other are thinking about,
they will not often contact each other,
bcoz of "distance".....


maintain,
make the relation have a distance,
then the relation will on the safe mode,
"fren" situation will make the relation become everlasting.

lost,
scare of it..
so, need to maintain it..
dont care too much..
keep it in the heart..

dont care,
yes...
must be...
not try the best...
but is force yourself...
so, can protect yourself from hurt...
and make yourlife fulfill with more things...

all the things i write, i still work hard to do it... i dont know i can do it or not.. but i will make it as my target...

maybe some of u dont know what i am talking about, but.... sure "u" understand about...

dinner for sunday night...

yesterday, i study economics for the whole day... huh... really no idea about it.. coz never learn it before... but... i will try my best to understand all of it... hehe...

i cook dinner at night.. actually i cook dinner for all of us every night.. but the dishes for last night is a bit different.. i cook western food... haha... let show my serving first...

i cook steak, carrot, and potato... haha.. would u like to taste it... hahaha.... look delicious le.... i like the taste... but dont know all of u enjoy it or not la... hope u all are... wakaka...

eat steak... muz have liquor lar.. wakaka.. enjoy mar.. but, juz me have drink it la... my housemates juz taste a bit... wakaka..... very enjoy ler... hope can join me le... haha....

put lime into the CORONA... make the taste good.. hehe

after an hour.. then all of us finish our dish... haha.. fast le....

after wash all the dishes.. then start study again....huh... but.. happy... at least have a nice dinner on weekend night... haha... but.... nothing la.. ok la... will upload more photos in the future... wakaka... take care ya all my frens...

my life fulfill with study...

second week already... i go to school for two weeks already... my feel about it... busy and a bit stress to me.... many works need to complete and presentation too.... all of this too strange to me... i still not suit to these.. how... the time is pass every day, but, i still cannot fit myself into the condition... haiz...

sometimes, i cannot sleep actually.. or i can say i force myself dont sleep ... even sometimes i'm lazy to do all the things, but still dont want to go to bed, force myself to do it first... i can feel that i'm changing myself... i never work hard like this before.. all my frens, u will know when u come with me... haha...(sali know de... coz when u find me i always said i'm doing my work or juz finish it... haha... i also tell u many when we skype... hehe...)

but i really feel stress.... i dont want as the "turtle" in the class... i dont want be a slowest person to learn all the things in the class... if like that, i need work hard.. i know of it.. so, i always remind myself to work hard and hard... because i dont want "lose"(i think i can say like this coz in my mind, the slowest is the loser for me...hehe)..... so make me feel stress all the way..... sometimes also dont know how to face it...

all the things too fast to me... i cannot caught up all of it.... pls... give me more time... i will try my best to caught up all of it... really.... frens... all of u will support me right... hehe...

frens, kk , sabah... miss all of that...

the life of first saturday at perth...

first saturday... like normal... but, last night we was plan to go to city, north bridge and ikea...


we wake up late today.. around 11 o'clock.. we juz go to north bridge, about ikea, next time la...hehe... we take our brunch at a chinese restaurant at north bridge... my first time take train at perth.. hehe... after that, we go to chinese supermarket have a look and buy something lo... coz i juz move in to the house, need to buy foods for my own.. hehe... then, we want to buy juice at city woolworth de.. but finish already... so, we change our plan.. we go to carousel again... hehe.. by the time we wait for the bus.. huh... met our frens le... destiny... the second time i met my fren at carouisel already... wakaka... have a nice talk...


but... the weather today very hot... i feel myself become dark already... this is the disadvantage of dont have car... haiz... hope my housemate have her own car lo... then no need to walk already... haha... juz joking la.. if the weather is not hot.. walk is good for me as exercise... hehe...


huh... at home now... is time to continue my studies already... i juz finish my advanced math last night... today.. is the turn of the others units... how... all the work like "mountain", cannot finish all of its.. haiz... study hard la... like what VIP said before.... the only thing i can do is force myself to study... i really feel not suit with the life with study and uni.. coz, i rest too long time for relax... but.. i will try to like it and suit myself with this condition...


joyce... cheer...


the life at perth really boring for me... dont have any entertainment.. maybe because it still dont meet many frens.. even have many shopping centres at here.. but all the shops are the same... after i do my one week shopping at here before... i really not interesting with the shopping centers at all... prefer at home.. haha....

attend class, late night shopping, studying...

huh... about one week already i start my new life at here...but, still cannot decide whether i like this place or not and it's suit with me or not...... haha... i start my class on monday... very tired lo... have two classes on one day.. one class take about 4 hours... i feel like wanna crazy and "die" liao... coz too tired.... when i back home, i juz hope can sleep... i sleep in front the webcam lo.. when i chat with VIP... haha... very funny... but i think is too tired lo...

yesterday(05/03) go late night shopping at carousel with my housemates... huh... we buy many things lo... but most of it are groceries la... we need to take bus go back home, all the things make us feel like stone... damn heavy... on the way we walk back to home, some of the plastic bags broken coz the things too heavy and the plastic bag at here very low quality one... haha... haha.....but, fortunately have "L"... haha.. thanks ya... "J", thank you also bring me to find and buy my stuffs... haha... last night we dinner at eleven something.... huh... first time take dinner at the late night.. coz usually i will not eat already, if so late already.. ... hehe....

now.. busy on studying... i juz start to read my advanced math since the lecturer ask us to read one chapter... this morning, after i wake up, i open the book and juz realised that one chapter of it content 133pages o...huh.. make me shock... but, what can i do.....i juz can try to finish it lo... huh... crazy... i read it until headaches o... hehe.... still have many others work which belong to the other units waiting for me to do "them".... huh... hope i will not getting crazy or abnormal... haha... juz kidding la... i'm joyce le... i face so many problems before and have so many experiences... all of those already train me before i come here.... so.. i think most of u know... this is new "joyce", different than before, have a positive thinking and try to change myself all the time... juz to make myself feel happy and comfortable all the time.... haha.... believe me?... hehe.... u muz... coz i'm changing myself.... trust me?... muz .... wakaka.....

i think i need to suit myself to this environment and the style of learning as soon as possible.... muz do it... joyce... u can do it.... add oil......

the life after reach australia...

huh... finally i can online... coz before i stay at a house which rent by my relatives for 1 week... i juz move in to my house this morning.. then i get line to online... quite happy... haha...

the journey fromm kk to perth... make all of us feel tired and upset... and memorable also... but nvm la... the important thing is we can reach perth la... haha...

make a crazy shopping for 1 week... my mum and me buy many things.... coz it is summer sale... huh... the things are quite cheap for us.. and the quality is good also.. haha...spend money for the whole week... what a crazy life...

today, i send my mum to airport, quite unwilling.. but do not cry la.. i force myself cannot cry... coz i want to be tougher... haha... after that move in to my house...my housemates.. nice and friendly also.... haha... hope have a good relation with them... wakaka...

today, feel very tired(VIP also can feel i'm tired through the webcam)... unpack and tidy up all my things... huh.... my things like a mountain.... take a long time to unpack all of it.... haha...

today feel like missing something... i have no idea with the life at here after that... i juz have 3 study days per week... the remaining time, what can i do for it... will feel boring i think... but the lifestyle and environment at here quite good... i like it... but i dont know the feel of like will forever or juz a period... wakaka...

but, the promises i did before i will try my best to make it... really... i will put a lot of effort to make it... but the "product", i cannot guarantee is good.... haha... success or fail... i cannot control... especially to "u", VIP... ok...

this is my first lonely day at perth... but i will make it more wonderful after i meet more new frens... haha....