stress and pain..

MY HAND....
It's getting pain and pain this few days... what happen again...
It didn't pain for few months already...
Is it because of weather, because the weather over here is getting cold...
Is it because i used it too often and makes my hand feels the burden...because i was do a lots of typing work before...
Dont really know... Hope it can heals faster la....Dont pain again..
My friends, I know you guys are worrying about it... dont make it so serious ok... take it easy.... give my hand sometimes... Maybe it will heal by itself... wakaka.... Actually, i dont feels that it will fully recover already.... What i can do is just increase the strength of my hand, to make it not get pain so easily... make it "stronger".. haha... as long as it is not deformity, It's okay for me... lolz...

STRESS...
Last two weeks, I did a lots of tasks, all of its make me feels tension, busy and stress... huh...I never feels so stress for for the past two semester... but, this semester, those tasks really make me crazy.... What a crazy course, am i doing???? really lost....
For this week, it supposed is a "relax" week for me... but it just a illusion... finally, the CIC meeting bring me back to the reality... Today, I just realize that my average score for last semester just around 71... phew... nearly cannot continue my course.... So, I needs to work hard this semester to graduate from CIC... I needs to score another 70 average mark to continue the course... Why the course got those conditions to continue makes my feels so stress....



But even i needs to work hard doesn't means i needs to spend all my time to study... I still can hang out with friends and play with them... Actually, I needs to spend my study time more efficient and concentrate on it... haha....

short note for recent days...

I am a laziest person in the world I guess.... I takes a long break since last post... 1 month time... haha....

1 month time passed too fast, seems like I havent do anything after I came back.... haiz...

The last few weeks, I was spend all my days for lectures, seminars, gym sessions, hang out with friends, gaming and ....... I also dont know already... I think that's all for me... wakaka....

The tuition weeks for this semester passed 4weeks out of 12 already... I can feels all those units are quite hard for me, most of the things are strange for me.... aarrgghh.. It's force me to work harder and harder.... because I should be pass all the units to complete my diploma and go into the university next semester.... Joyce... should be work hard aahh... dont be lazy.... haha...

I forgot to upate my details for all of you about I move out from the house which i had stay last year and moved to my house which I am staying now... The house is bigger than last time, and I share it with my friends... So, I dont stay with the house's owner already... I am free now...And I have nice housemates as well.... wakaka...

But, after I came back, I feels very boring even I have my own car and free now... haiz.... Perth.... When Perth can be a interested place aahh... I needs some fun and entertainments la.....

Ohhh...

The big events happened lately:

• the thunderstorm was "attack" Perth last 2 weeks... It's a big news, because it's makes whole perth city choas, all networks, electricity and traffics are affected and many trees were fell down.... AND HAILSTONES..... As a result, UWA's library was flooded, the mirrors were broken, most of the cars were broken as well.... The most important one is my house was blackout for 35hours..... what the hell.... It really make me crazy.... You can't imagine how we live those days.... fortunately, nothing happen with my car(my beast)... wakaka...
• Another one is celebration for Wee's birthday.... We gave Wee a big surprise and the surprise was very successful... perhaps she likes it... and we had our dinner in a Thai Restaurant... It is a great day for me as I am long time didnt join them..... wakaka.... The peoples join the celebration: Wee, Jack, Raymond, Jayson, Desmond, Caroline, Mandy Liz and me...
• This two weeks is my tuition free week... this is the important one for me because I needs more time to adapt my uni life after 3 months holiday... but I still think after the two weeks time, How i can survive... I will have a straight 8 weeks tuition week... Dont have any holiday for me to do my assignments and prepare for the tests... haiz.... I really dont know how i can make it as I will have many assessments and assignments this sem due to the less contact time... Stop thinking about it... because I can imagine how terrible is the condition for that time...

Okay.... My report for this time will end here... Hope all my friends are fine and take care urself...

bye bye...

烦人的十五。。。

好久没有update我的blog啦。但是还算是件不错的事啦，证明最近没有让我不开心或让我特别不开心的事。。。

不过，今天的所有真的让我很烦心。。。 我最近买了新车，原本是件开心的事，不过现在却给我带来麻烦。。。 唉。。。。真让人哭笑不得。。。

我明白，我不把车子借给你，"你们" 都不怎么开心，尤其你在之前那段期间帮了我不少忙。

是的，我欠你人情，在你的立场上，我理所当然把车借给你。但是，你有没有想过我的立场呢？

人情，我可以还，任何方式都能，甚至我可以接送你，但不至于把车借给你吧。

希望能明白我的处境。如果是我的错，那我献上歉意。因为我明白，可能我再怎么解释都没有用。

原本我以为我们的友情是坚固的，原来是不堪一击的。

原本我以为我们是彼此了解的，原来是我一厢情愿。

原本在乎的我，已经放开了，不是我的意愿，而是我觉得太累，太烦了。

当你们准备好时，在暗示我吧。

我不知如何用言语来表达，所以只好用写的。

我会这么直接因为我把大家都看成好朋友，因为只有好朋友能彼此坦诚，普通朋友是不会的。

×宁静的周围，弥漫着不宁静的气息。